Wednesday, December 5, 2018

STARKERS WITH A CABBAGE...


STARKERS WITH A CABBAGE



So, I did something quite out-of-character this week: allowed myself to be photographed naked…with a cabbage. This may seem an odd life choice, but let me explain:
I was inspired. The.Naked.Farmer campaign came to my attention. The catch-cry of this organisation is ‘it takes just as much guts to take your gear off as it does to talk about mental health’. Through calendars, social media campaigns and farm-visits –The Naked Farmer raises funds and awareness for rural mental health. Their website and Facebook page is adorned with farmers of all shapes, sizes and genders tastefully ‘in the buff’, and it’s absolutely charming.

These non-sexualised images hide a dark reality though – rural and semi-rural mental health is in trouble. Traditional hegemonic masculine roles, drought-related stress, isolation and financial hardship exact a heavy toll on our farmers and miners. In Lithgow alone – self-harm rates are double the NSW rate.

In addition, ironically enough –our food production locales are often simultaneously ‘food deserts’, or areas that have very poor food security. Our farmers may be growing our food, but what are they actually eating? Again, in the semi-rural Lithgow area (more mining than farming), hospitalisation due to diet-related disease is also double the state average. Poor food choices; high energy/low nutritional content in meals is highly correlated with psychiatric distress andviolent behaviour. Takeaway food, confectionary and heavy red meat consumption result in both internal andexternal manifestations of depression in adolescents. When this is paired with a dearth of mental health services, high unemployment and a struggling coal industry –you get what the media calls a suicide crisis.

So, how does one regional woman getting her kit off help? Well, for starters –we pay attention to nakedness. It even changes our psychologicalreactions to the person in question, making them seem less powerful/controlling, and more sensitive to basic human commonalities like hunger, emotion and desire –in short, a more relatable frame of reference. It can be the same person, same facial expression, same descriptors but a hint of body changes perception entirely.
Is this just ‘sexualising’ an issue for attention? That depends entirely on you. Is nudity always sexual? Are you automatically non-sexual when clothed and then hot-to-trot when de-robed? Is having a shower sexual? Are women ‘asking for it’ when they expose some skin? What if there’s a cabbage involved? –fetishes aside, surely there are few items less sexy than a cabbage…

I’m also a Nutrition scientist, foodie and gardener, and current research is solidly behind the fact that gardening is beneficial for physical, psychological and social health. Growing and eating your own food ticks so many boxes on the positive mental-health list it’s ridiculous.
So, this week I took off my clothes and sat down with a cabbage I nurtured from seed. I allowed myself to be exposed, real, and armourless. Lest you imagine that exhibitionism is an intrinsic characteristic here…it was HARD! I really did have to confront an awful lot of my own ingrained body-issues and perceptions of ‘beauty’. I was/am frightened that some slightly pudgy white chick with a cabbage is just not at all an effective awareness tool.



 However, I live in Lithgow and young people are taking their own lives, self-harming, and increasingly embracing violent behaviour. I hope this little endeavour helps to bring awareness to an enormous and multi-tiered problem. I also hope that it makes people think –even for a moment –about the relationship between food, gardening and rural mental health. If you’re interested in supporting this initiative financially, head to The Naked Farmer’s website and purchase a delightful calendar that will make you smile in spite of yourself. Yep, it’s The Calendar Girls but with a rural Aussie twist J

Saturday, November 24, 2018

Research Recruitment: Not as Easy as it Looks


Maybe they're shy? Maybe they've been hit too many times by companies promising 'research' but actually pushing a pyramid scheme or an expensive sign-up? Maybe it's just the local area -perhaps Nigella Lawson is just a bit too 'out there' for Lithgovians?

The musings of a researcher trying to recruit Focus Group participants.

Either way, With data-collection beginning on Thursday, I only have 1/3 of my places filled for a free meal, a focus group chat, and a sweet treat to take home. This is slightly problematic. You see, especially with qualitative research, a significant study sample is pretty necessary. It's not that the opinions of the 25 people I have aren't valuable and insightful -they will be, but the analysed results will not be broadly (or even narrowly) applicable to the study-population. This means that (a) The results will have some problems passing peer-review, and (b) the questions I am asking (that I believe are extremely pertinent to health, nutrition and science communication) will be lost in the shifting sands of knowledge.

By the way, it's not just me asking these questions. When we (scientists) choose a topic for study, we do a fairly soul-destroying thing called a 'Literature review'. For those that have lived their lives without doing one: (a) lucky you!, (b) this innocently-named gauntlet means you read thousands of published papers in your field. You follow everything that is currently known, every spin-off study, every 'further research' suggestion. You hop across disciplines like an insane frog. You find 'gaps' in Nutrition, Sociology, Neuropsychiatry, media studies, biochemistry, physiology, microbiology, genetics, epigenetics, Psychology, Art, Literature studies, and many many more. Like a studious arachnid, you gather threads and follow them. You weave a story from the silks of all the others -rejecting some, connecting others. Eventually (after your brain leaks out your ears...again), you settle on a question that needs an answer. You are also now (apparently) some kind of amphibian/arachnid hybrid...but anyway, anyway...

 That's just the beginning.

Your question may be quite good. In fact, it may be very good. However, you don't get to decide this. Instead, you will approach numerous professors in trembling anticipation with your little question. You'll hand it over in absolute terror, because it is they that will decide whether your question is one that the world/the university supports. It's not awfully different even outside the post-graduate realms. Your question, your thoughts, your enquiry will always be judged as meritorious or not -by funding bodies, by your employer, or by Industry requirements.

So, I did that...and they approved! Yes, I had a few glasses of bubbly that evening :-)

Then, there's another wee gauntlet...ETHICS. You see, unfortunately -Nutrition studies often involve humans. Well, they do for me. I just can't bring myself to decapitate/eviscerate mice on a regular basis in vague hopes that the murine model suddenly becomes applicable to humans...even for a sensational headline. Humans are complicated. In order to study them, you have to assure people (the ethics committee) that you aren't going to do anything to upset them, hurt them, cause lasting (or momentary) psychological damage, or y'know -accidentally kill them. So you devise yet another document and research methodology that ensures absolutely that your research will be as pleasant to participants as a relaxing stroll on a perfect beach in Ibiza (without the obvious hazards of possible drowning/sharp bits in sand/sun-damage/flying sharks/sand-flies/tsunamis/wind-storms...you get the idea). Look, I'm being flippant, but one doesn't have to go too far back into Scientific history to see why this is a pretty important step...Tuskagee Syphilis trials anyone?



Anyway anyway, -the ethics committee (miraculously) approves. It turns out that serving people dinner and talking to them is an acceptable risk. Thank goodness. I had been worried about the evening dinner with my family for decades...

You are elated. You set about doing your research. You print posters, saturate social media, initiate GoFundMe campaigns so you can afford to feed 60 people, rally local sponsorship deals, wangle venues. It's all very industrious and energetic. Then, on a quiet sunday of 'the week' it all begins, you check your booking sheets. Big gaps. BIG BIG BIGGITY BIG gaps. The trouble is, we're out of money and out of time now. It's literally in the 'hands of the gods'.

So, if I'm just a little 'twitchy' for the next 3 weeks you'll understand why. All that work, all that energy...and it's entirely possible that the story will just unravel and float away regardless.

Tuesday, November 20, 2018

Community gardeners: Passionate? Delusional? Both?


Today we started a community garden on a neglected 'brownfields' site. The Portland Cement Works literally built Sydney. Once, this was a thriving industrial community. Sure, it was constantly blanketed in a cloud of cement-dust, and subsequent generations are still showing up to hospital with respiratory diseases that smash state averages to smithereens, but hey -this is a familiar story in many regional industrial centres. Coal mining, electrical power-plants, cement works...no one bothers about it too much. There's a pride in industry and survival. Not any great wonder that this is a set-in-stone Nationals seat.

However, things are inching towards change. As Sydney and the Greater West become increasingly impossible to afford, the population is shifting -socially, economically and even politically. Most encouraging of all, dying communities that have been left adrift after industry closure are still fighting towards growth. This isn't idealism, it's survival. The suicide rate in Lithgow is obscene. Hopelessness is constantly tempered by social movements like "It's not weak to speak", and "Walk and talk". People are trying to connect, to solve, to grow.

I don't even pretend to have comprehensive answers here. I'm a Nutrition scientist, a foodie and a gardener. My part in helping is to use my knowledge to make a difference, any difference.

So, we're starting to breathe life into a skeletal monolith of industry-past. I know of no better way than planting a garden. 

A garden IS life. It's building soil back to fertility, it's planting and saving seeds in hope of a better future. It's beauty, work, science, inspiration, joy and community. A depressed patch of earth is as wonderful as a foster-child, or a large charitable donation to me. It's crying out for nurture -something so many of us can understand.


This is our little plot. 185 sq metres or so. The soil is...not. It's dust. It grows couch and hardy weeds, and is thickly matted. trust me, I tried to sink a mattock into it today and it said "Sod off!" in no uncertain terms. This is land that has been used until it's bleeding, and it's not coming back to softness without a fight.
This is my version of showing Cinderella her dress for the ball. Right now she's scoffing heartily. 'Not wearing that..NO WAY!'. She's pretty steely in her resolve. So, we're trying a gentler approach: 'It's too much. I get it...but maybe just these ear-rings?'. She harrumphs. Not pleased.

We adorn her anyway. We hope she'll get used to them...even like them eventually. This weekend, we'll try even more beautiful ones -made of hardwood sleepers and the richest soil. Perhaps with heirloom pumpkins sprawling over her parched body gently she'll give a little...just a little. Perhaps with regular water she'll yield...just a bit.
We're only here to help, but like all wounded things -the land is likely to give us a few swipes and scars before she trusts us enough. It's a gentle team of gardeners. No -one's going to attack her with gouging machines, or demand that she 'put out' before she's ready. We'll wait, and tickle. We're hoping that one day she remembers how wonderful it once was to be soft and fertile. We're hoping she'll forgive us for past wrongs.

In our tiny corner of a vast, wounded body, we're hoping to show her (and us as a community) that we can heal and thrive. Small steps.

Sunday, October 21, 2018

It's not Halloween, it's bloody Beltane.

Every October I have a spike in blood pressure. No, it's not diet-related -it's frustration that verges on fury. Every shopping centre from here to bloody Timbuktu is groaning under the weight of gaudy, plastic Halloween 'decorations'. Plastic, plastic everywhere. Plastic spiders, bats, skeletons, cobwebs, pumpkins. Apparently that little Attenborough documentary has been momentarily 'set aside' while we focus on the celebrations of the season.

Except it isn't the season.

I don't know if you've noticed Australia, but it's not autumn. It's gorgeous, thrumming, blooming, emerald SPRING. If you absolutely must have a seasonal quasi-Pagan celebration, the one you're looking for is Beltane/Ostara. Yes, it sounds like 'Easter' because it is. It's new chicks and bunnies, eggs and honey, spring greens, roaring bonfires and come-hither looks from people whose blood is thumping along with the energy of the season. It's a celebration of new life after the deep, cold dark of winter. It is lightness, sunshine, energy, fertility, sexuality. You know what it's not? Witches, ghouls, spiders, bats, creeping fog, jack-o-lanterns and the rest of the palaver.


It's normal for humans to want to celebrate seasonally. Hell, you can still wear silly costumes and have a jolly old get-together anyway.
So why does it bug me so damned much? The first reason is deeply felt -it's indicative of a much broader problem: Human disconnection from nature/the planet/the seasons. What on earth drives us antipodeans to have to pretend it's autumn? Is it some kind of global solidarity thing with our fellow bipeds in the North? I'd like to imagine it's that noble, but like Valentine's Day and every other once-sacred festival -it's more about profit than anything else.

Lithgow NSW is becoming quite well-known for its annual Halloween street-fair thingummy. On a warm, scented spring evening every year, the town is over-run with gaudy decorations, people dressing like dead things, and others spending $4/kg for a 20kg pumpkin to turn into a jack-o-lantern. Dude, that's one pricey damned pumpkin. It's also imported. Fossil fuel use anyone? Carbon footprint? Global climate crisis? Every damned expert in a 10-mile radius screaming that eating locally and seasonally is no longer a patchouli-loving hippie 'lifestyle choice', but a necessity? But no, -go ahead, spend what little money you have on the bloody pumpkin. Nice one Coles. No actual fog? That's OK, we'll set up multitudinous smoke-machines and belch forth a chemical version for your delectation. While we're at it, let's bob for 6 month old cold-storage apples that are practically mummified. Excellent.


"But it brings in the tourists!" scream the local council to anyone who'll listen. Yes, it does. Any big, spectacular public street fair would. Humans love dressing up and milling around with other humans. It's a thing. I suppose it's silly to suggest that we could use the resources of the season that are locally available to promote a celebration of the actual season? A promotion of local food producers? A promotion of the gorgeous spring wildflowers and walks in The gardens of Stone National park? Open gardens? Maypoles and bonfires? -You could sell just as much plastic junk I'm sure, if that's what's worrying you. I just don't get why we're hell-bent on celebrating the 'dying of the year' precisely when it's at its most vibrant and alive.

So, how do I bring down my indignant blood pressure at this time of year? -Culinary protest. I devour Spring with obscene enjoyment. Instead of 'trick or treating' for rubbish confectionary, I make honey-cakes and mead. I enjoy the lightness and powerful nutrition of the Spring garden. I try not to explode in a million furious shards when I go to a shopping-centre (that doesn't always work so well...). If you're of like-mind, -and I assume there must be at least one other Australian that agrees, try this salad -or your own version. Sit in the gloriously gentle Spring sunshine under a blossom tree. Listen to the hum of fertility as our little stripy-bummed friends ensure a bumper harvest.


INGREDIENTS: Buttercrunch, flame and blonde du cazard lettuce; young dandelion greens, shredded baby kale, seared asparagus, egyptian purple snow peas, sauteed ruby chard stems in butter, chipotle and black pepper, fetta, borage flowers, kale flowers, toasted sunflower seeds, pea tendrils, cucumber, olive oil, lemon juice, garlic.

It tastes like Spring. It's light and crunchy and green and leaves you with plenty of energy for leaping over bonfires and such :-). It's also a super-multi-expialadocious powerhouse of nutrition!
Don't read this list carefully, the gist will do! Vitamin E, copper, B1, Manganese, selenium, phosphorous, magnesium. B6, folate, Niacin, linolenic acid, Vitamin C, Vitamin A, iron, Vitamin K, Calcium, protein, B12, Thiamin, riboflavin, anthocyanins, soluble and insoluble fibre.

'Try for 5'? I see your 5 and raise you. Go and paint yourself like a dead thing. I'm going to entertain myself in a seasonally appropriate manner....

Friday, October 19, 2018

A stroll, a chat, and standing in the rain.

'Weather's a'comin' ' says the Bureau of Meteorology. Big weather. That's why I thought you might enjoy a stroll/muse/chat this morning. This afternoon will probably be devoted to baking while fat tears fall from leaden skies.

 So, we'll head out the back door and take a look around if you like? Oh, yes. The Lemon Balm thriving in a crack in the concrete? I don't know why it does so well there, but I just can't remove it for the sake of 'neatness'. In the evening, it wafts the most deliciously green citrus scent. My son sees it as a herbal pillow/bed too. It doesn't even seem to mind being lain upon.







 Lavender amongst the cat-mint. I actually don't know why cat-mint got its name -neither of my felines have shown the slightest interest in the plant. However, it's green, beautiful, luscious, and puts on quite an autumnal display. It stays. When it flowers it's also the Honey-bee Grand Hyatt, so it's valuable to me. Hell, anything thriving and beautiful ends up being valuable to me.
It's appropriate though, this is where we buried my beloved Nimue. A tuxedo cat with a serious attitude. The silly girl decided to take on a snake a couple of years ago. But that was her, -fearless, protective, and absolutely certain she was a Lion.







 It's less of an 'apple tree' and more of an 'apple twig' I know, but this is the prized Cox's Orange Pippin. We call her 'Pip' (the walnut seedling, naturally enough, is 'Wally'). By my reckoning, I may taste an apple from this twiglet before I'm 50. Have you heard of it? It's a bit of a crazy-apple-person thing, and to hear tell, they don't store or transport particularly well (hence not being a successful commercial variety). The story goes though (and I choose to believe it), that a pippin munched straight from the tree is the perfect blend of acidity, crunch and sweetness. An apple to transport you to Avalon via your olfactory receptors. Gardeners are a funny lot aren't we? We'll wait years for the pleasure of a particular varietal. It doesn't occur to us to mind.







Ruby chard, silverbeet and dandelions. The vibrant colours here make my heart happy. The crimson stems are indulgent...almost bloody. A scarlet flash in a sea of thousands of shades of green. If you've read anything about nutrition lately -you'll probably know that vibrantly coloured foods (particularly purples/blues/reds) are nutrient powerhouses too. I won't bore you with the science :-). These stems make a really surprising little side-dish too. Just slice them into thick julienne strips and saute in butter, orange juice, black pepper and a sprinkle of chilli. Yes, we might do that for lunch if you like. Did you bring the basket? -Good. Grab a few stems then.
No, I don't dig out my dandelions! (a) bees love them, (b) nothing cheerier on a grey day, (c) leaves are great in salad or mixed up with spinach and mallow and cheeses and lovingly wrapped in puff pastry. 







Ah, you've found my three princesses! My beloved blueberries. These lasses are spoiled beyond belief. Re-potted every year with azalea/rhododendron mix, mulched with pine needles and fed seaweed solution, blood & bone, and coffee grounds. In about a month I will gobble handfuls of sweet, indigo berries. They never make it inside. They are an evening garden nibble in the gloaming. Pollination is quite deliberate here. As you can see, the massive rosemary, the blueberries, the lavender and the Pink Lady apple are planted quite snugly. This means I get a LOT of frantic bees every spring that just lurch drunkenly from one set of blossoms to the other. It's a bee's version of a pub-crawl, and I get a large harvest as a result.


 OK, mind your step. The 'path' from the back garden to the front was laid by someone with excellent intentions and absolutely no skill I'm afraid. Oh, that bed just to your right is new and full of sapphire potatoes. So, here among the enormous brassicas is another of my delights -The Egyptian purple peas. The peas themselves won't be purple, just the pods and the flowers, but there was something so gorgeous about lime-green peas nestled in a deep purple pod in the catalogue...I couldn't resist. Also, being frank -the older I get, the more my eyes appreciate contrast when harvesting. It's the same reason I'm planting yellow zucchini this year instead of green :-). Actually, truth be told, I'm perfectly happy just with the flower display. Oh, and twirly twiny pea-tendrils are a great addition to a salad, or as a fancy garnish. Apparently chefs pay top dollar for them. Meh...I paid $4.00 for a packet of seeds, and I'll have free tendrils all spring.


 My Savoy Cabbage giants! I planted these during the drought and had all but given up on them. However, during the first decent rain I peered among the waist-high grass that was taking over the bed -and there they were, thriving away in the wilderness. We cleared the competition, fed and mulched and then more delicious rain! They're right next to the peas too, so they're getting plenty of nitrogen from the pea's root-nodules, the rain, and of course -judicious application of blood and bone. I probably should ferment more and actually preserve a lot of this, but I can quite merrily eat a bowlful of shredded leaves just cooked in butter, garlic, black pepper, and savoury yeast flakes. In fact, it's on the menu a number of times this week. When it's straight from the garden (no storage), you get a lot less of the obvious sulfurous compounds in flavour too...just a lot of delightful crunchy sweetness.




 Yes, I have let the curly kale go to flower. Again, bees think it's ambrosia, and I get to collect seed for next autumn/winter's planting. See, these guys have been busily adapting their traits for precisely the conditions in my garden, so it makes sense to use that strength/adaptability and allow it to become even stronger with each passing season. In particular, they survived pretty dire drought conditions so these guys have a valuable genetic trait that it's wise to hold on to...particularly if you read IPCC reports regarding what's likely to happen to food supplies in the near future. I most often use kale as a 'slaw' with finely sliced granny smith, grated golden beets, spring onions, walnuts and homemade mayo...although it's also a revelation deep-fried and served alongside poached eggs, sourdough and char-grilled tomatoes.





 I love this! I didn't plant them -they're volunteers from last season's crop of buttercrunch lettuce :-). They're a little smaller this time, but somehow 'meatier'. I've been eating these every night in a simple spring salad with new peas, asparagus and a light french dressing. It tastes exactly as you would imagine 'Spring' might taste. Around the edges you'll see more seedlings everywhere -that's red round turnips, sweet peas, georgia collards, dark galaxy carrots, and a couple of volunteer cornflowers. It's a little chaotic I'dd admit -but they all seem to get along fine. As one dies down, the others take over etc. I also get very little (if any) insect damage as a result of my 'random planting' -I think the bugs are confused. Go ahead, you can laugh at me -people often do. I don't mind. Laughter is joyous and that's precisely what gardens should make you feel. I'm also not at all offended -my system works for me, and really -does anything else, or anyone else's opinion matter?
MORE lavender. Well, one should always plant lavender for 'luck' right? I do occasionally use it in cooking (especially with sapphire potatoes), but mostly it gets festooned in my bedroom or tied into a muslin bag under a bath tap. It also just gets fondled quite a bit. You know, when you wander about, run your hand firmly up the stalk and just inhale the fragrance married to your own skin? It's another gardener-thing I think. It's a comfortingly spicy smell isn't it? In fact, when you cook with it, it really is better to treat it more as a spice than a herb. This is one punchy little plant when it comes to volatile oils, and a little goes a long way. It also lifts a dish from the 'yep' to the 'wow' though. Yes, if you come back in summer I will cook you my lavender sapphire spuds. 


 I'm not sure how the maths works with sunflowers, but if you plant 20 seeds, 40 seem to germinate...and in many places where you didn't plant them. These are the ones with the copper centres, very spectacular in midsummer. I admit -I'm not exactly worried about a garden heaving with the pure optimism and gaudy show-off-ness of too many sunflowers. The native birds don't mind much either. Autumn is a parrot jubilee around here as every brightly feathered thing within 10 miles stocks up on the incredible nutrition in the seeds. I haven't yet harvested sunflower seeds for culinary purposes, but I think I will this year. Hopefully there's a nice easy-ish de-hulling process somewhere, because although passionate about such things, there is a limit to one's dedication :-). However, they're an excellent source of protein, Iron, Vitamin E and Zinc, so I suppose one should make an effort...perhaps we could sit on the porch hulling seeds in aprons with some creepy in-law playing unnerving banjo tunes in the background?


 PLEASE take some of this home with you! Because of some dude called 'Murphy' and his damned law, my most spectacular produce is usually the stuff I don't eat all that often. Don't get me wrong, I quite like silverbeet, but I think I've been dulled to it by over-exposure over the years. Until recently (and around here -still...) every vegetarian offering on every menu was 'spinach-and-cheese-something'. Apparently there was no other vegetable combo available, or every vegetarian was drawn to it like crack. I have no idea. Actually, there's an awesome salad I make called 'Naked children in the grass' that involves shredded spinach, butterbeans, tomato, red onions, pecans and a gorgeous dressing that's worth trying next time you're here. There's a lot of palaver about uncooked spinach and its oxalates binding calcium, but even as someone who has developed multiple gallbladder stones in the past, I refuse to be perturbed.
 Ah yes, they're snapdragons -just starting to think about flowering. I adore them. It's a childhood hangover. I loved squeezing the flowers and seeing the dragons jaws snapping! They're also entirely unpredictable in colour variation. Apparently, in the language of flowers, they symbolise 'a gracious lady', or 'deception'...well, maintaining the appearance of graciousness is going to require some deception now isn't it? It's rather like when you tell me a terrible joke and I smile and laugh, while internally wishing you would explode...sorta :-). Either way, they're very 'cottage garden', and have a delightful bushy-droopy habit that makes them lovely on raised garden edgings. And of course, it is delightful to see a stripy little bee bum poking out of the dragon's throat.








 I know this sounds odd, but let's just lie down here in the grass for a second. I like to keep a few meadow/wild areas around. Here's where you can see beauty in wildness if you care to look. Just in that little section in front of you is an incredibly diverse species system, all telling you a story about the soil and conditions. There's Germander Speedwell (the little pink flowers), Doves Foot Cranebill (little blue flowers), white clover, dandelion, Narrow leaf plantain, mallow, scarlet pimpernel, and flanders poppies. Sure, they're 'weeds', but can you see the loveliness? Each one is thriving, but they're all doing something too -ensuring a balanced soil system. Some are busy mitigating acids, some are sending down deep tap-roots, some are developing intimate relationships with particular soil microbia. I think of it like gut microflora -it's varied and balanced. It's only when you get one species taking over that you have a problem. To be honest, a monoculture lawn of perfection always makes me a little nervous.




 Oh. You rolled over and came face-to-face with what appears to be lettuce in the lawn? It is lettuce. Apparently the Blond du cazard heirloom lettuce from last season met the wind and they went on a bit of an adventure. Who's complaining? (apart from whomever has to mow my lawn..often me.). It's small to be sure, but it's yet another harvest for my salads with no effort on my behalf. Again, it's adjusting itself beautifully to my garden conditions and developing hardier characteristics. No hot-house beauty this one -this is a wildling creature that survives against the odds.



 The volunteer pears are doing their thing again. Hundreds of dusky nublets developing into gloriously speckled, fat-bottomed fruits. Their flowers were beloved by the bees, and unfortunately -their fruit is beloved by the European Wasp in summer. This year I will judiciously harvest and store to break down the stone-cells and make something delicious...I promise. What? Is that skepticism I see settling on your face like a particularly odious wrinkle? OK...this year I'll try to do something useful with them. In the meantime, their glossy leaves, gracefully weeping boughs and fruits make me smile just because. I like beauty. I love abundance. If nothing else, they provide my chooks with great shade in the hotter months, and windfall fruit (and attendant grubs) are a delicious protein-snack for the feathered denizens of the 'Egg-plant'. That's reason enough. Oh, -you've seen the fairy wrens! They too seem to love the pear tree.




 Of course, no garden tour would be complete without my faithful shadow trying to trip you up every two seconds. Apparently, humans in gardens are her very favourite game. You should try weeding...she will pounce on your hands every 2 minutes. Of course, as far as she's concerned, it's her garden. We are intruders. It's a shame it's so early in the day. It's worth seeing her leaping into the air like a slightly mental thing chasing moths of an evening. It's well worth just sitting with a cup of tea and watching the apparently fruitless acrobatic display :). My animals give me many reasons to smile. Mad Mellie the 'Houdini chook', Rosie the feminine and polite, Lettie the village idiot...they're all a part of my slightly chaotic little family.








 Anyway, let's leave the fur-kids to their shady nook and the tasty snacks to be uncovered therein and go and make a cuppa. I'm sure I can manage a batch of lemonade scones if you're interested -then you could try my blackberry jam as well :-). Let's not be too profound. How about we just sit and muse on our perfect garden? Tell me about yours? Ah, here comes the promised rain. No need to run indoors, let's just stand here for a moment and get wet. It's only water :-). See? you look joyful in the rain, and somehow softer. Raindrops are just as charming on human eyelashes as they are on rose-petals. Just for a moment, we're more vulnerable, more child-like, and less guarded. It's as though these simple cloud-tears have somehow stripped away all our masks and pretenses and left us just as we are. A couple of humans enjoying beauty and 'a little chaos'. OK Soggy, let's go in and get you that cuppa.



Thursday, March 15, 2018

IF STREETS REMEMBER


If streets remember

When we pass this way
or that,
Do the streets remember?
If we walk the same stretch
your long strides outpacing mine,
Will cold grey slabs hold an imprint?
Will that gust of breeze take just a little of you
or me
And hold it there like a treasure
-waiting?
Will that tree remember my gaze
and take a photograph of blue eyes
So that when you pass
It can dance its leaves into a remembering?
If I stand in the place where we kissed and loved,
Will the reedy borders drink in my tears
and keep them for you to inhale
The next time you pass?
It’s still the same moon,
The same world.
The same waters.
I hope they remember us greedily.